kelly

lascivious tooth-gap,
steady grey eyes,
kinky waves of dirty blonde,
childsize tiny but
clumpy heels-boosted;
a porn arse in tight white jeans and a
hairlessly glistening pale pink
porncunt, more perfect
than I'll ever see again

screaming unreal orgiastic grinding bliss the first time
we fucked but
it wasn't real:
later acquiescences were limply usual

faraway preoccupied with the great love, the
big young bastard who
went with whores who
didn't care who
drove her to the pills, whom
she loved endlessly;

and I didn't know
before her
that oxfordshire girls burred
pleasantly west country:

I can't go out with you anymore,
she said.